Sunday, 16 October 2016

Don't like vanilla.

I couldn't believe it when I read PKs latest post about her spanking.  We seem to be living a very similar life miles apart, ssometimes.  Both of our husbands are sweet and obviously don't enjoy spanking us except for fun.  It's been so long since we've had any sort of kink in our lives and I find myself really craving it. It was Bears birthday last weekend so along with a few vouchers which I think Ella had in her post.

 I gave him a table tennis bat to see if he would respond in a favourable way. I was under the belief all this would spice things up.

NO......... ZILCH!........ NADA!....... NOTHING!

I feel like I'm slipping down the rabbit hole with no way out. I've tried talking to him about the situation.  His reply is he likes to see me happy and he will spank me later.  Well this has been going on for weeks,  I'm growing old and getting more grey hairs waiting.  I've been putting on a brave face to the public but inside I'm hurting so bad.  Yes I know some of you are going to say "This too shall pass." Seems like the longer we aren't practicing TTWD the less likely we are to return to it. It feels like I'm banging my head on a brick wall, its so frustrating.

The only thing keeping me going at the moment is my daily photos for the photo a day challenge on face book. Also of course reading all your posts here, as you all seem like family to me.

What to do??????  How do I encourage my Bear to get back into the swing of things? Any hints will be appreciated, thanks.

A very  despondent Lindy


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