Sunday 15 November 2015

Mystery downunder

Something mysterious is happening downunder which I can't quite explain. Most of last week I was feeling in such a weird mood, kept putting myself down by saying things which Bear doesn't allow me to do, and was generally not a nice person to be around.  The little voices in my head tried saying stop doing it you are being stupid and the other voices kept encouraging me to carry on. I had a case of the CBFs, felt a tight feeling in my chest and was tired all the time even though I was sleeping properly. I was supposed to be meeting a group of ladies from one of my groups for afternoon tea last Thursday but didn't go as I was feeling anti social and just wanted to be a hermit.

Bear was pulling his hair out and he wasn't sleeping as he was worried about my behaviour.  I had a daily trip OTK for a sound spanking with his NICE belt to try to pull me back in.  This worked temporarily by making me feel better as I love his nice  belt.  Then the next morning wham the nasty Lindy reared her head again.  Bear even took me to one of our favourite cafes for afternoon tea and a walk along the beach which I usually love.

I was talking to our girls  about it and they both mentioned how they felt exactly the same. They were both treating their partners horribly and couldn't fathom why they were doing it. Then we found out a lot of our female friends also felt this way.  Exact same tight feeling in the chest and in a really bad mood for no apparent reason. So I said to my girls I wonder if it is the phase of the moon or something.  We ruled out hormonal as a cause. The feeling is starting to shift but what ever it is I hope it doesn't visit again too soon.

Bear has stepped up his Domish ( is there such a word)  ways with me by saying did I give you permission to do  what ever it is I am doing.  To which I respond in the sweetest voice I can 'No Sir', so then I have to ask him. He also insists on me calling him Sir more.  We went to the movies this afternoon to see The Martian which was absolutely great.  Before we went he warned me to behave  or   I would be in big trouble.  I'm pleased to say we sat through the whole movie holding hands and I was on my best behaviour.

I wonder if it is something to do with what's happening  in the  world.  Especially the recent incident in Paris, those poor innocent people.  I am so worried for  our children and grandchildren. What does the future hold for them all.

14 comments:

  1. Hello Lindy,
    I don't know how to answer many of the questions you posed in this post. I, too, notice that I can just all of a sudden wake up in a dark mood. It can last the day or even longer. I couldn't tell you why or if something is wrong. If it goes on too long, I start to get worried and feel like I am at the bottom of a deep, dark hole. Sometimes it can be gone the next morning.

    Nothing seems to help much, except a really hard spanking - something that takes me past my "edge." That will usually bring me up and out of that abyss. I don't think world events have much to do with my moods, but I certainly am grieving for those lost to terrorism. It makes me feel angry, too.

    Ella

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    1. Hi Ella, that is exactly how I felt like being in a deep, dark hole. Trying to fight to get out but not finding a way. Thank you for your understanding.

      Bear has banned me from face book for a week to see if that has had an affect and also set me heaps of chores to keep me busy. Hopefully this will do the trick
      Have a good week.
      Hugs Lindy

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  2. Hi Lindy, I too am thinking about Paris at the moment. What an awful thing to have happened.
    As to your moods apparently it is happening in England too as I have had a spanking for putting myself down too. I think I may post about it later :( I don't know how to make myself feel brighter either and spanking doesn't seem to improve my self esteem.....
    love Jan,xx

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    1. Oh dear Jan you are a wonderful person, don't put yourself down. You always help me with these situations. Stay positive and I hope this passes for you quickly without too many spankings.
      Have a good week.
      Hugs Lindy

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  3. I think the idea regarding the moon has merit! I know when there is a change in the barometer or a full moon etc.... The kids can be beyond the pail!
    Now that you mention it... I've been so difficult with my guy. That is hard to do when he is 7 hours away! I sure hope the moon and Bear can help you come out of it!

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    1. Oh no Minelle not you also and especially seeing your man is so far away. Think Jan, you and I need to band together to fight this feeling and get on top of it all. Hope you are feeling cheery again soon.
      Have a good week.
      Hugs Lindy

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  4. Hi Lindy,
    I know that the Paris kerfuffle has a lot of people on edge. Coupled with that is the serious Xmas crazy season started last weekend. And the weather has fairly suddenly changed from winter to summer (apparently it will be 38 C on Wednesday)

    Add it all up and no wonder people are on edge.
    But as the sages say "this too will pass". Hang in there
    Blessings

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    1. Thank you Don for your kind words. Yes this time will pass and I will be wondering why it happened.
      Oh dear I don't envy you the 38c on Wednesday. It's only supposed to reach 25c in my little town. Maybe because we are on the coast and get a nice cool breeze. We usually are a lot lower than Adelaide and Melbourne temperatures. Hope you both stay cool.

      Have a good week.
      Hugs Lindy

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  5. Hey Lindy...think it has a lot to do with the moon and time of year...the holiday season is stressful. Add in some strange weather and... All of the political stuff also has me on edge and now Paris...*sigh* Sending lots of positive energy your way.

    Hugs and blessings...Cat

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    1. Thanks Cat. Maybe I need what you call a barn burner to get me back on the straight and narrow. LOL! I appreciate the positive vibes.
      Have a good week.
      Hugs Lindy

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  6. Hi Lindy, I just wanted to pop in and say hi. I have been awol from blogland lately and am just now catching up with some blog friends.

    I do think a lot of it is down to the time of year and the awful events happening around the world. My thoughts and prayers go out to all those families impacted by the horric acts in Paris.

    Hugs
    Roz

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  7. Hi Roz, Hope everything is alright in your little part of the world and you are not sick.
    Thanks for your words of encouragement. been missing your responses.
    Hugs Lindy

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  8. so many things in the world...so many emotions...so many changes...whether moon or otherwise...can affect us in a profound way we might not even understand...I hope the darkness passes soon... sending hugs your way

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    1. Thanks Terps. both of us have been staying off face book for a week and we both feel better for it. think there is too much drama happening on there and it was bringing me down. Feel heaps happier now.
      Hugs Lindy

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