Mystery downunder

Something mysterious is happening downunder which I can't quite explain. Most of last week I was feeling in such a weird mood, kept putting myself down by saying things which Bear doesn't allow me to do, and was generally not a nice person to be around.  The little voices in my head tried saying stop doing it you are being stupid and the other voices kept encouraging me to carry on. I had a case of the CBFs, felt a tight feeling in my chest and was tired all the time even though I was sleeping properly. I was supposed to be meeting a group of ladies from one of my groups for afternoon tea last Thursday but didn't go as I was feeling anti social and just wanted to be a hermit.

Bear was pulling his hair out and he wasn't sleeping as he was worried about my behaviour.  I had a daily trip OTK for a sound spanking with his NICE belt to try to pull me back in.  This worked temporarily by making me feel better as I love his nice  belt.  Then the next morning wham the nasty Lindy reared her head again.  Bear even took me to one of our favourite cafes for afternoon tea and a walk along the beach which I usually love.

I was talking to our girls  about it and they both mentioned how they felt exactly the same. They were both treating their partners horribly and couldn't fathom why they were doing it. Then we found out a lot of our female friends also felt this way.  Exact same tight feeling in the chest and in a really bad mood for no apparent reason. So I said to my girls I wonder if it is the phase of the moon or something.  We ruled out hormonal as a cause. The feeling is starting to shift but what ever it is I hope it doesn't visit again too soon.

Bear has stepped up his Domish ( is there such a word)  ways with me by saying did I give you permission to do  what ever it is I am doing.  To which I respond in the sweetest voice I can 'No Sir', so then I have to ask him. He also insists on me calling him Sir more.  We went to the movies this afternoon to see The Martian which was absolutely great.  Before we went he warned me to behave  or   I would be in big trouble.  I'm pleased to say we sat through the whole movie holding hands and I was on my best behaviour.

I wonder if it is something to do with what's happening  in the  world.  Especially the recent incident in Paris, those poor innocent people.  I am so worried for  our children and grandchildren. What does the future hold for them all.